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Physco_Ballerina
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Name: ~*ShAy*~
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: Katy
Birthday: 12/16/1989
Gender: Female
Interests:
Expertise:
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Art
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AIM:  SoftballRookie05
MSN: eighth_w0rld_w0nder@hotmail.com
AIM:  LovesPain007
Member Since:
5/20/2005
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The Hate Pain
i hate bein around u
im so sick of this shit
i jus wanna drown u
wash it away
wash away the pain
u cause deep inside
fuck all the lies
im done with tryin to hide
i wanna fly high
without u there when i slowly open my eyes
u piss me off
when im jus tryin to talk
im just bein myself
not tryin to be someone else
cant u see
im learnin to be me
but the way u make me feel
is not how it should be
im livin without u now
but what if i was
do u miss me
u say it matters, but it doesnt
damn, whats gonna happen to me
are u jus fuckin waitin to see
hell, u think u kno who i am
someone to talk to some one to bend
but theres so much more
shit packed tight
in this train wreck of a brain
itll end up fuckin
drivin me insane
fuck, u had it in ur hands
shoulda been all good
until u fuct around
when u thought u could
cmon, i just dont get it
u had to play around
and u kno ill never fuckin forget it
FUCK YOU CORT I HATE YOU SO MUCH YOU HAVE CAUSED ME SO MUCH PAIN NOW ITS YOUR TURN to BURN
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| FUCK YOU CORT I HATE YOUR
SKINNY TAIL!!!
Destinys Child - Through With Love
I gave my heart to you
I gave up my friends like you said I should do
Put aside my smile for you
Threw out my dreams cause you said you didn't approve
I gave my mind, compromise my life just to see I'd find
you were trying hold me back slowly throwing me off my track
disappointed again
I'm through with love, I'm through with , through with love,
Through with, I'm through with love ,I'm through with, I'm through with love,
I'm finally giving it up,
I have given so much in the past for a love I never had
I’m I'm through with love, I'm through with, through with love,
I'm finally giving it up
Oh, there you go, comparing me,
to every little model on the tv screen,
oh there you go, complaining to me, cause I wanna spend time with my family,
My esteem has gone down,
You never wanna take me out,
You make me feel dumb, And alone
I don't know where to go.
[Chorus]
I shared all my secrets with you
even when it hurt to have told the truth
paralyze my growth for you
I gave you control that felt helpless without you
Couldn’t have be your friend
we weren’t happy
misery loves company
you know this is love
If this is love I don't want it any more
[Chorus]
Why do I feel so empty?
I’m crying out for some stability
you destroy my many insecurities
I'm breaking down someone pray for me
He loves like no other not an ordinary love.
He stole my joy he stole my courage lord I need your love
I found a new love; I found new, found a new love
I finally found it in God
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| GIRL TALK
Did you know kissing is healthy
Bananas are good for period pain
Its good to cry
Chicken soup actually makes you feel better
94% of boys would love it if you sent them flowers
Average penis size is 4 inches.. so dont be disappointed!
Lying is actually unhealthy
Only apply mascara to your top lashes
Its actually true, boys DO insult you when they like you!
89% of guys want YOU to make the 1st move
Chocolate will make you feel better!
Most boys think its cute when you say the wrong thing.
A good friend never judges.
A good foundation will hide hickeys!..not that u have any
Boys arent worth your tears
We ALL love surprises!! | | |
| Hey people... whats up?
so much has happened since we've been off for this stupid hurricane thats not doing a damn thing...owell...well anyways...Wen....at school i break down in spanish just balling my eyes out to steph barten....not cool because i really try hard not to cry in school...well i tell her everything...how i feel so rejected and stupid because i didnt stand up for Cort... how i should have because now that i didnt im in this stupid mess trying to figure out how to get myself out of it... i miss him so much its not even funny......Thurs....i have lots of chores to do but after them brent comes over..thats fun we watch a couple movies and then he has to leave...hes really easy to talk to and hes like one of my closet friends now well today Friday... i didnt do much but get ready for this pussy hurricane...i found out that someone kinda likes me now or whatever so that was kinda akward...im talking on the net now and just hoping Cort calls me...which i doubt will happen...my dad wants me to go and study for spanish and biology but i really dont feel like it...i wouldnt beable to consintrate anyways so why try? oh well... i guess ill just wait for Cort...I know hes the one for me so now all i got to do is sit and wait ...I know its real love so i know he will come back....i just have to give him time...
Poe | | |
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The Kiss
I've never been
Kissed like
That before...
I felt chills bolt,
From my head
To the floor...
Our lips fit
So perfectly
Together...
With his lips
As soft as
A feather...
He put my
Face into
His hands
And kissed me
Like no other
Could ever
Understand...
My choice
You’re all I’ve thought about,
For the past three days,
I remember everything,
Talking, laughing,
Hugging, holding,
Even where we laid.
You were there,
You cared,
Even in my dismay.
You looked at me,
Like you wanted something more,
But I just turned,
Faced away,
And stared at the cold, blank floor. | | |
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